The Down and Dirty (the Why)

 

 

Welcome to my blog! I decided it was time to write. I love writing as much as I love reading. I also decided that I needed to share my experiences and be a voice for many other women who need someone to say the words out loud that might empower them to leave crappy relationships or figure out how to find fulfilling lives or even just figure out which is the best bra to buy. Honestly, we live in a man’s world. I’m just here to help you navigate your way through it. As I work my way through the initial posts I will share my journey and I will not sugar coat anything.

About me. I have been divorced for 11 years now. Although he moved quickly into another relationship, that part of my life has alluded me. I guess I really channeled my energy into raising my children to be high functioning adults. So far so good! I’m not sure what they would do if I formed a solid relationship with a man. They are used to me being available constantly. I am NOT complaining. I signed up for the mommy role 100%. They are my world. I would love to share them with another man, which brings me here today. We are a package deal. That is non-negotiable.

My journey has not been easy. No one has handed me anything. That’s what makes this blog vital to share. I want you to know, that no matter what, do not give up. I have cried in solitude and fallen to my knees praying to God to help me understand this path he chose for me. I cry in the shower. I cry at the thought of missing the touch of a man’s hand. It’s real. It’s palpable. I know many of you understand that. How did I grow into this woman? I do not have the answers because it has been a slow reveal. What I do know is that my parents were the greatest example of love and devotion and they taught me how to do that right. I cannot control the circumstances of no one wanting to receive that. That just tells me that I have more work to do. Quite frankly, I’m exhausted! But I believe in LOVE with all my heart.

I do not know what I will write about at any given moment, but I promise you it will come from the heart. I just thought I needed to start the story here.

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